I realized this morning that it was Friday, and that my book of the week had still gone uncreated. Wanting to fulfill my promise, or goal rather, of making a
book each week--I really didn't want to propose such a thing, and then fail immediately in the very first week of the challenge. How utterly pathetic that life so easily swallows me up. How quick it is, I find myself too busy with everything, slowly ratcheting the
technically optional towards the very bottom of my to-do list. Why is rest and pleasure always the less urgent?

So, convicted by my own internal guilt-complexes and pressures, I immediately started rummaging through my over-stuffed art closet, looking for my piled-high collection of handmade mock books. Thinking that they would surely get me started, and further get me moving in the right direction of at least selecting my project.
Well, apparently those two boxes are buried far beyond the time that I was willing to give it, but I came upon instead my most treasured simple pamphlet stitched book that I created a good long time ago, while in Florence Italy actually. And ironically, it is a book that I have long wanted to recreate.
Perfect. I have found my challenge for this week, and the structure is plenty simple to pull off with little time.
I trimmed down an unfinished print from another daunting pile, and sized this new book slightly larger than its prototype. One of my favorite aspects of this book was its translucent inner sheets. The original was a single-signature of buff-colored bumwad, or trace paper. Soft and worn into the shape of our hands and pockets, and layered with grocery + errand lists already shopped and crossed off. The layers palimpsest to tell the story of our sweet process of integrating into Florence, and learning Italian; in language, culture and diet. I also fashioned and affixed small envelopes to the insides of the front and back covers. They were made of a beautifully beige-tinted glassine that I purchased in a local art shop; one to hold the essential cart coin, and the other to hold useful conversions, etc.

Mostly, I think I wanted to recreate the nostalgia. I want to live again in a way where we are eating almost entirely fresh and local food. Where we shop unhurried at the appropriate places for dairy, produce, bread...and buy for a few days at a time. It seems like such a time of exhilarating freedom.
I decided that the interior pages of my new book would be vellum. The white better matched the rag paper of the print, but offered the same visibility between pages. I decided to collage a few scraps of ephemera paper to the front, and grabbed a random strip of sheet music--a remnant from a previous collage. It just felt right. And it fit exactly where I envisioned. After it was securely and permanently affixed, I decided to see what
poco cresc. even meant.

Ironically, and very much to my delight, it is abbreviated Italian, and means:
gradually get louder. A perfect fit. The nagging of this finished and full book, a beautiful fragment marking many meals and memories of a season long past, to be made anew again. And in some ways re-implemented. And further, the pages that given time and use will gradually get louder themselves via layer.
How beautifully serendipitous. I am continually charmed by the sweetly timed intervals of this life, and the fascinations and parallels of music and sounds within my making process.
Happy Weekend, all!